It is quite understandable when the ladies cringe when u mention that you are a delivery driver...This has nothing to do with going thru thick and thin...It is about ur $1800 can barely feed urself...how are you going to start a family
And since ur education is O level...u should target someone around ur range as well...education plays a very huge part....thinking differences etc....
It is very very rare that a guy earning a low income will get to marry a high income lady unless u hand ur monthly salary to her and u are a "Yes" man to her.
Only way is to upgrade urself....or find someone within ur range.
U need to understand one very important aspect of why people get together...people chose to be attached coz it is better than when they are single....no one will want to be attach if their life are worse off than they are single.....Would u like it if ur spouse throw all their burden on ur shoulder