[chaoslord]

All I can advise is get out before you go further down the rabbit hole.

Remember - working girls priority if first and foremost money. They did not come all the way from Vietnam / Thailand / China to worship our cocks. If they can get a good relationship out of this thats a bonus, but it would never come at the expense of money.

As long as you remember the money rule, you can shield yourself from such pain as even if things don't work out, you would have known that they liked you for the money and security that you provide with your companionship being of secondary importance. It's about managing our own internal expectations which often causes the disappointments.