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From primary school all the way to uni, I never really tried to make a move on girls and just focused on either studying / gaming. All the games I played were single-player too so it's not as if we have a guild that do things together.

I've started focusing more on my life after graduation. Wanting to make my life more rich la, exercise more, go learn new skills etc instead of just work and game.

Haven't really tried to meet new people though. I've joined discord and then some servers there, slowly make friends and sometimes go eat but we don't really do many things anyway. I don't have the motivation to chase ppl on dating apps too. Mostly because I don't think I am attractive or fun enough. I'm tall la, thank god for that but my weight triple digits sia hahaha and most of it is at my stomach area.

For now, I try to widen my social circles as much as possible lor. I even say the same on dating apps, putting in my profile that looking for people to start off as friends first and we see how things go later.

Do I need therapy or something? Or maybe just keep growing, get fitter and things will just somehow go my way?

Oh and I can't just drop by a bar every now and then, drink and get to know the people there. Pretty sure I'm allergic to alcohol lol. Like actually medically cannot drink

aiya, this is also just somewhat of a rant on what's on my heart these days. Gonna go back lurking liao, thanks for reading hahaha