[Cecelialee]

I married to my hubby when I was 21 years old, hubby was 28 yrs old.

I'm able to write this as we had keep our hand written diary books over the years from 1988 to 1998, that's 10years of diary books, 20 in total including hubby.

When Microsoft office was release in 1990 and when we have our first computer in 1997 we transfer all our diary books to words document.

When Gmail release in 2004 1st October, we create our Gmail in 2005 and transfer all words document to Google drive.

That's how we have all our diary in G drive
I'm extracting part of my diary when staying with FIL, omitting the dates

My FIL was 50yrs old then and was divorced. I didn't get to see my MIL.
Not even any photo of her, hubby told me she left the family with another man and didn't said much about her .

All along hubby is with his dad, both getting along very well, just like buddy..

We stay in a three room HDB flat old generation type, bedroom were without bathroom..the bathroom is in the kitchen area.

Me and hubby stay in the rear room with wall wardrobe up to ceiling, the dressing table is at the center with both side with two door wardrobe, left side is hubby while right side is mine, a queen size bed with four poles for curtains, on three side of the bed, my dream bed .

FIL stay in the front room with a single bed and his working desk and wardrobe.

FIL threat me just like his daughter, I enjoy staying with FIL, I do cook dinner for both after my works and FIL always like my cooking..

Over the weekend we would went out for shopping and FIL would pay for my purchase, like dresses, shoes, bra and panty sets.

FIL always make a point to eat out on weekends to give me rest from doing cooking..

There's one Friday evening FIL informed that my hubby is not coming back for dinner as he had to attend problem in his company..

Me : Oh dad, I was about to cook..
FIL : Don't cook, we eat out, I bring you to a restaurant.. Let's put back the food in the fridge…

Me : Ok, where to dad? I go for shower then…
Saying that, I went to my room to change, I undress , remove my bra and placed it on my bed, I wrapped myself with towel, when I turn I realised that I didn't closed the door
Dad wasn't around, what a relief.. I proceed to the bathroom, dad was inside showering, no choice but have to wait, I took a can of drink and light up a ciggy, smoke facing kitchen windows .

After about 10 mins, dad called out to me

FIL : Yvonne, can you bring my towel to me, I forgotten it.
Me : Ok, dad, one minute.

I went to his room, couldn't find his towel, II pull open one wardrobe and took out a new towel, as I about to close the wardrobe door, I noticed some magazine inside, I take a look and it's those PlayBoy magazine..Omg..dad been indulging in playboy magazine.. I closed the wardrobe and proceed to hand the towel to FIL

As I approached the bathroom, the door is already open with FIL waiting, he was standing there with his hard penis pointing up,
I hand him his towel starring at his erected penis, I quicky turn my back to him..

Omg, so huge and curve up.,

FIL : Oops sorry. as he dry himself and wrap his lower body with towel.

When he walk pass me, he keep apologise..I give him a smile.

I proceed to the bathroom, closed the pvc door, I took off my towel and hang over the top of the pvc door, (the pvc door didn't goes up to the ceiling)

After my shower as I about to dry myself I can find the towel, it could have slip down when I throw over to hang on top of door.
I open the pvc door to pick up my towel, I noticed that FIL was standing outside near the fridge and was looking over to me, I squad down to pickup the towel and when I raise up he had whole view if my naked body..Omg, I turn and dry myself.and wrap towel around my body..
FIL could have seen everything…

Me : Dad, what to wear? Shorts and tees or dress…

FIL : Dress, as we will be going to restaurant.

Me : Ok..

I went into my room to change leaving the door half close., I open my wardrobe door, pull out my drawer, took out my black panty and bra set, I took off my towel, wear my panty, slip on my bra hook behind and adjust my breast to fit into my bra.
As I took out a black dress and turn to the bed, I got a shock……I noticed a figure disappearing from the wardrobe door out of my view..
I didn't think much, I slipped on my black dress and went out to get FIL to zipped up for me..I always do that with my hubby.

Me : Dad, did you…
FIL : What about??
Me : You was looking at me when I dress up, did you??? I sounded angrily.
FIL : NO, NO, I didn't do it on purpose..
Me : Huh, you mean your legs pull you in to watch me naked !!!
FIL : NO, it's not like that darling daughter, it's just that I can't control myself..

He call me darling daughter..

Me : OK, I'm not going anywhere, you better go buy dinner back and some beers too, I want to drink.
FIL : Please darling, don't be like that..

Me : First you stand naked in the bathroom when I pass you the towel, second, you watch me while I change, Go or I tell my hubby, your good son.

FIL was like sighing…and went off to get dinner

Me : Dad, don't forget my ciggy, I love you, I shouted over to him at the corridor..

Damaged done.

I went back to my room remove my black bra and put on my black cotton lingerie, not transparent type I went to kitchen to took out one can of beer, lit a ciggy sit at the dinning table puffing amd drinking,
I was thinking, thinking ..
Does he really want to see my naked body!!!
What should I do??