[Joe8888]

I am trying to stay positive, that's life, ups and downs, anyhow I am already married with she as my wife, am telling myself to move in, and not too think anymore, telling myself perhaps is just she wanted someone else for ONS pleasure, with that thinking, I feel better, honestly, it's just sex, so just let it go, perhaps I will do the same in future, who knows, sometimes it's beyond our control, think less and move on and make more love, hahhaha, cheer up I will, anyhow at the end of the day, I am the one who my wife sleeps with at night, not the other guy, he might had the chance to sleep with my wife, but not anymore, hope my wife will wake up, and be a good and loving wife from now onwards, I wanted to do so many bad things, but that does not solve the problem, after weeks of thinking, I should just chill, life is short, make the lost out of it while we can!