[Greatmushroom]

So to reply to the first message,
Yes I masterbate often, usually every 2-3 nights. So death grip might be a thing yea,

As for sexual anxiety and the other stuff, I'm pretty chill generally, so I doubt that's a factor.

Am currently trying cold turkey as suggested but I'm not hopeful.

And I wasn't nervous when I went booking. I can describe more like I was 'meh' not exactly excited but not exactly bored either. All I knew was I had a raging boner