[Tazzymercs]

the waiting for the slut to be home took a surprisingly short while as he just stared blankly into space, no lights were switched on no nothing..he sat at the balcony..just staring...entertaining light thoughts of her..and the times spent..with both her and alan..

unknowingly, a drop of fat tear started to flow down his cheeks...he was half surprised as it had been a long while since he had teared and that he thought that he had long forgotten how to cry....

one tear followed by the next and soon, it became a river.....but not once did he sob...he just let the tears flow..as the tears was flowing, so was his heart..instead of tears..it's blood...blood of betrayal, blood of wrenching pain...every drop of tears would wrench his heart so much...

soon night came..and he heard the same familiar throttling sound roaring off into the distance...then the sound of key being inserted into the key hole and he quickly stood up, scampering into the bathroom to wash up...

he spent a good 20 mins washing up and exited the bathroom..when he walked to the living room, he saw her sitting down, massaging her calves...gone were his arouses as he was numb..really numb...

Will casually asked..

Will : " hey dear you are home...how'w work?"
she gave a nod and replied that she was tired...

Will : " okay..had dinner already?"
She nod her head and said she wanna turned in soon as the next day still needs to go OT..

with that Will just simply nodded and walk away...into the kitchen and opened a can of beer...walked back to the living room, switched on the tv and stared at those mindless program............